lead me from my solitude [FIC] - 1/4

Title: lead me from my solitude

Fandom: ATEEZ

Rating: T

Pairing(s): Choi San/Kang Yeosang, minor Jung Wooyoung/Kim Hongjoong, minor Park Seonghwa/Song Mingi, minor Jeong Yunho/Choi Jongho.

Warnings: AU - College/University, LGBTQ Themes, implied/referenced homophobia, mutual pining, fluff and angst, hurt/comfort, slow burn, san is alittle bit in his head, neurodivergent cast, passing mentions of skz and txt members.

Notes: happy rarepair fest! this is to fill prompt #23: College AU where San is deeply in love with Character B but cannot convince himself to tell B because he has convinced himself that B is straight and it is creepy of him to like B that way because it'll make him uncomfortable (a lot of internalized homophobia and insecurities going on pls). In reality, B is just pining back.

 

some blanket notes:

- sh is nb (still uses he/him, but will realize this in the following chapters)

- san, wy have adhd

- san has internalized homophobia (please he's a bit of an unreliable narrator!!)

- more homophobia in upcoming chapters (just to warn ahead!)

 

it's so fun to write san hehe

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Like, what are the odds of Yeosang, the rising star of KHU’s interdepartmental musical, liking silly San, who is struggling to keep his scholarship and has a crisis about being gay every now and then?

 

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( San has a crush on his roommate's childhood friend. It is a Huge Problem. )